Tuesday, May 21, 2024

Yet another 1st amendment right you don't think about is being violated daily

Your phone violates the 1st amendment.

"Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances."

Congress has passed laws allowing private companies (google & apple) to listen, record, and sell data from your phone. Live data. That's a violation of your right to 

"peaceably assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances."

How? Because they are actively spying on you Live. That violates your right to choose who with you assemble. Secondly they (gov.) has outsources this spying to "private" companies (who hold government contracts in their field) which prevents you redressing the source of the grievance (gov.) by forcing you to redress a "private" company who has no obligation to forward those grievances to the government.

It is about as blatant a violation of these rights as there have ever been. Yet, our congress does nothing. No lawyers will take them to court. No President will challenge it. No Senators will address it. Neither state nor federal representatives will challenge this obvious constitutional violation by both government and private corporations.

So... "When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness."

The grievances above are self evident. They are obvious. And we must separate ourselves from those in Government who cannot see such self evident violations of human rights, either by vote if possible or by force if not.

People used to be tarred, feathered and run out on a rail. We should bring that back into fashion before the guns begin to be readied.

archives.gov/founding-docs/…

Tuesday, April 23, 2024

Who is hillbilly flyer?

Where did the name hillbilly flyer come from? (you didn't ask, but I'm gonna tell you)

I was raised in a one room shack with an out house out back, with my 5 brothers & sister, along with my parents.

That was life until I was 9. I am a literal hillbilly.

From 9 to 19 I lived everywhere from California to Arkansas, over 21 moves in those ten years. Most places didn't last more than a month or two.

At 17 my parents settled im Arkansas with me and my younger brother. We lived in tents & a small camper til we built another small shack, and eventually a small home.

My father and I placed every cinder block, salvaged every 2x4, hammered every nail.

Arkansas was my first "home" at 17.

At 19 my parents divorced.

I found myself living in a rented room with my two older brothers in Utah.

I had no education. My parents gave up on trying to keep me in school after the 3rd grade. I barely had a pair of shoes to my name.

Around this time I began having a recurring dream that would keep my nights full for the next ten years- the hardest years of my life.

In the dream I would always will myself into flight. It was hard. It took all my concentration. I often wavered and fell, but I always flew in my dreams. I felt powerful and free.

Over the next ten years I struggled with education (trying to go to college,) trying to find steady work that had a future, figuring our how social structures work (how to have, make & be friends,) how to date, how to open a bank account, how to drive in traffick, and how to find sanity with mental illness triggered by stress.

In these years I struggled with addiction to porn, I lost my faith, I was haunted by demons and kept company with evil spirits, I struggled to see reality from paranoia, I lost my opportunity to serve my country, I failed college, I got into debt, I became homeless, and I tried to kill myself.

Through all of this I still had the dream. I wrote music. And I had one friend who genuinely loved me, Nyrie. She saved my life.

Hillbilly Flyer was the name I performed open mics under. It was born out if that dream that gave me hope through all those hard times. It gave me a taste of what was possible and planted a seed that never died.

Even though my music never turned into anything, hillbilly flyer still lives on. I've abandoned the capital letters because I realized that ego was the source of all my suffering. At 19 I didn't know how to ask for help. I was too busy being scared to be humble.

At 32 I met the love of my life. My Arkansas princess who I met by chance at 15. Even though I only lived there for a month or two, she remembered me & I remembered her. We've now been together for 13 years and married in 2018.

I am learning to fly. It's still hard at times but I'm making good progress. At 19 I would have never thought I'd be where I am today.

I am hillbillyflyer. Ever changing, ever growing. Going up.

Wednesday, April 10, 2024

The everything post: The Gentiles Question

I think the word "gentile" is a bad translation. I'm not a scholar, but near as I can tell "gentile" is a replacement of the Greek word "ethnikos" or the Hebrew "goyim" for a Latin translation.

So why is "Gentile" in any English translation? Every case of it in the Bible should be replaced with "the nations" or the "other nation" refering to non-Jews depending o  context.

Gentile in English means specifically non-Jewish people. I find this a curious concept considering its origin "ethnikos" which means clan, family, nation, etc., depending on context, but is where the word "ethnic" originates- so clearly we are speaking of different bloodlines.

Yet, there is no other bloodline than Adam's. Right?

The concept of "gentile" nations has always bothered me. ("Gentile" also means pagan or heathen- both words used in the Bible.)

I'm still getting familiar with the timeline of Adam to Jacob, and the word "Gentile" (I believe) shows up exclusively in the New Testiment. 

Perhaps it is a contextual prerogative taken by early Christian translators drive a separation between Jews & Christians.

Perhaps it is inspired. I don't know.

It still begs the question where the "gentiles" come from; what bloodlines, if not Adams; is it just a separation from Jacob? Why?

Before the flood we read of Nephilim who were the offspring of human females mating with "angels" or "watchers" creating not just "giants" who devoured all things including people, but created also by this union was all manner of un-natural beasts. These were the reasons given for the flood.

The "Angels & Watchers" were expelled from the earth. The Nephilim were made to live under the ground. (look at archeology) (see Neanderthals & Clovis people) (see UFOs & Aliens) (see traditional images of "Hell" & Demons)

Is the word "Gentile" inspired of God and accurate? I believe it is. So why then were the Gentiles second to the Jews (the "chosen" people of God) when Christ walked the earth? Why were the Jews "Chosen," and what does that mean exactly? (Is it just the chosen bloodline for the saviour to come? If so, again, is that not Adam's bloodline of which we are all from?)

Are Gentiles outside Adam's bloodline? Is that, perhaps, why (in part) we needed Christ? Is that why Jacob was seperated as the nation of Israel and his bloodline from Adam preserved?

Did all life but that on the Ark perish in the flood? Surely not. Why do all ancient cultures have not only a flood story, but also stories of underground monsters/demons & heavenly teachers who once mated with human women? (and hybrid animals)

I've been searching for an aswer to the "Gentile" question now for years. This is where I am in the questioning. If you enjoyed this read please ask more questions.

I think our reality might just be more crazy and fantastic then we've ever imagined it could be.

This question has vexed me for years now and the closest thing I've found to an answer is a touch of a finger through the top of the back of my head, reaching to the base of my brain and withdrawing in the shape of a elingated halo.

It simply said "hello" in a voice so clear and present that I thought some one entered my room. I reached above my head to feel this shape drawn out of me... my spirit was that shape for several minutes.

It was a terrifying and beautiful experience that gave me an answer to my searching.

The answer: yes, there is so much more than you can comprehend or imagine. Keep searching.

God bless you & thanks for reading.



Tuesday, September 19, 2023

Untitled

This lyric of mine from a few years ago seemed an appropriate first post for this blog. I don't remember how the song goes anymore- but knowing me, there is probably a recording somewhere of it. Enjoy.

(untitled)

Did I hurt you- make you cry
Did I break you- deep inside
Did I neglect you- like I would
Did I forget you- wish I could

If I call your name will you ignore me again

Did I hurt you, desert you. . .and break you- and take you. . .and drag you through the dirt like you did me

Did I fake it while naked, and say that we’d make it. . .but know in my heart it’s make-believe

Did I hurt you?

Do you hate me- hate my name
Do you think I feel the same
Do you remember that we loved
-loved each other

If I called out your name, would you hear me or claim-

-that you never remember the times we had together when nobody else was there

When you loved me. . .I loved you. . .and no one judged you. . .and all that we had was all we need

Friday, January 4, 2013

http://www.reverbnation.com/passingfaces/song/13167326-lovely

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Erica Lightly

Erica Lightly, she gently says no, as she cuts across the dance floor in her dress that's cut low.
She moves politely from bo and to bo. She looks at them slightly, so they wouldn't know.
And all of the boys watch as she passes by. It makes all their girlfriends go green in the eye.
But Erica Lightly, she sighs a deep sigh. She's seen all her options and none caught her eye.

She's looking for a man.
Some one to understand.
She's all dressed up with nowhere to be, and no one to take her hand. ]

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

The Angel in My Mind

I looked, and I found an angel in my life.
She spoke with a sound that calmed my aching mind.
And Oh, how she stole my heart, and cut my burdens loose.
She sewed up the bleeding shards of what was left by you.

I know she is real, the angel in my mind.

I looked, and I found an angel for my wife.
She walked down the isle- a wedding gown all white.
And Oh, how it broke my heart, to see her standing there.
For I did not play the part. My finger remains bare.

I know she is real, the angel in my mind.
I know she is real, the angel in my mind.